My New Life (?) Please try to understand me..

My new life? Not so new.....
My social life faded away?? YES......
I'm avoiding my friends?? YES...
Why?? I have my own reason.... I'll be back when I'm ready...
What I am busy with?? MY BOYFRIENDS.....and my new online friends(PRIMADONNA)

FT ISLAND

OH WONBIN

YES!! THEY ARE MY BOYFRIENDS...

I've realize somethings...... 

With my online friends, I am really happy even for such a little things... they care about me... and they know what I like and love and hate... And the bonus is, they are from around the world...

Yeah.We shared the same interest and we can talk about it for a WHOLE day.. and I love it.. They even encourage me to do things that i've never done. Like writing blogs and fanfics(story)...

They even said "I love u to be here" "I'll miss u" "Take care" "Thanks for your hardworks" to me.. 

With my friends in the real life, they always said my interest are "lame" and "useless". Hey! That's my choice. I don't say anything about what you like.... 

I call myself a PRIMADONNA and I'm happy with that... and I am very happy with my other PRIMADONNA friends...

So, please try to understand me or if u can't, just bare with my unpresence and don't ask me anything about my reasons.... 

My First Pay!!

I just got my first pay.... and you know what? The first i want bought is FT Island Beautiful Hits For Asia Vol 2.. consist of CD(15 song), DVD (MV n phooshoot), Poster and Photobook...
Hahaha... I just can't resist to buy it...  and it has a POSTER!! I've pasted it on my bedroom wall....
What else i bought? Mp4, wireless mouse and headphone.. and i treated my whole family for dinner X)) Isn't it great?? keke...
I think I'll buy a broadband too... I need internet EVERYWHERE....

Just realize that I love him so much!!

Who am I talking about??? It's him-----> OH WONBIN !!! kyaaa!!!

These upper pic is him now... as a solo artist

and this 2 last pic is him when he still with FT Island.

I LOVE HIM DAMN MUCH!!

I love him so much... but, I'll not be heartbroken if he have a girlfriend... I will still love him.... bcoz I want to see him happy. Haha... XD I don't think my boyfriend(if I have one) will get as much love as him...

The things that annoyed me.

I've been a fan to Kpop for few years. Its not like I hate or disgrace local artists. I still support local artist. Everyday, I listen to local radios and i can sing along with the songs. I'm still a Malaysian and I know Malaysian artist. And I still can sing along with English or Hindustan songs.
I love FT Island, they're a Korean band. So what? It is called interest. I'm not talking about anything bad about others who love local artist or other international artists. I respect their interest bcoz people are different and have different taste of music. We can't ask them to stop liking what they like.
I've heard someone said "What's with all the Kpop songs? Can't they just played the local songs? I don't know what they like about Kpop". Hey girl, its the listeners request. If u want local songs, just request, they will played it for u. And why didn't she talked about American artists or other country artists? Why just Kpop? What's the different? They're international artists too. If you don't like it, don't listen to it and shut up.
Another thing, stop bashing other artist's fans. They love their idol and u love yours. So, keep on supporting your idol and respect other's too...

                                                    

                     

          

They are artists and their fans love them. 

Just like me, I love my idols too. 

So, bare with it.

Bond between interest and friends...

Know them?? YES. They are FT Island.

They're my major interest. I'm not a friendly girl. So, its hard for me to start a friendship with anyone and i can hardly start a conversation. But, being a Primadonna sure makes me happier than ever. I'm having friends from all over the world bcoz of them. I can easily start a conversation with all the Primadonna and Primadude.  I'll talk like i've known them for ages even its the first time i've chat with them. I can share with them my worries and happiness. It's fun to have them.

Also, the Kpopers and Kdrama fans. My interest in Kpop and Kdrama are growing too... Thanks to them.

I really appreciate you all chingu! 

Thanks to: ftiradiostreet, seoul.fm, happyisland, ftsilh0uette, and other fansite.

 For my schoolmates and old friends, i'm not neglecting or avoiding you all, but somethings make me uncomfortable... i'll be back when i feels better... I AM SORRY

For now, i'm leaving the past behind me... carrying my days with my other world. 

I'm a PRIMADONNA< KPOPERS<KDRAMA ADDICT and I'm HAPPY with it! 

Just ignore it and SHUT UP!

I really can't understand some people who can't even accept others interest.... I love those 'pretty boys'. So What?? Did it hurt them? I'm not just adore their looks, but also their talents... They're as young as me, but their talents and hardworks are totally awesome... YES. I love their looks... Why can't I? Everybody loves to look at handsome boys/ pretty girls, so did I.
If you're bothered by my post, just ignore it or delete it from your homepage... I don't care, just don't place your harsh comments on it... I posted it to people who appreciate it, and you're not one of them..I'm sick of deleting your comments... people can be hurt by those... and one of them is ME....
So, please STOP...

 FT ISLAND- A Korean instrument boyband. Just listen to their song, you'll love it.

OH WONBIN- He was a member of FT Island. Now, as a solo artist.

sakit ke??

sakit hati ke sakit badan?? dua2 pn boleh... LOL XD
maaflah.. bkn nk menjauhkn diri tp rse nk skit lari dr realiti... i'm in my own world now...
lesen kreta da dpt tp still takut2 lg nk bwk...lgpn bkn ade mse nk bwk kete pn...
btw, da dkt 4 bulan keje ngan makcik. tlg buat kuih.. badan pn mengembang mcm kuih jugak...
tp da dpt offer keje baru.. makcik yg tgh sambung blaja nk amek jd research assistant(RA).. kat KL.. x komfem lgi... klau da komfem mule bln dpn la.. kat UM.. hhuhuh