Monday, March 24, 2014

Bad Friend

Sometimes i do think i'm a bad friend
Mostly because of my words and unsensitiveness (is that even a word?)
Maybe this is why i never have a really long friendship till now
I am 21 and still cant say if i have a best friend
Looking at pics and posts by others with tags #bff always makes me wonder if i ever have one
Its not that i dont pay attention or i dont care... I dont want to be busybody and annoying
I want to give them their own space
Its not that i want to hurt them with my words.. I just think that we are close enough for them to know that i'm just joking..
I want us to be comfortable
But seems like i made the wrong decisions

Here, i wants to apologize to all friends that i ever hurt with my words or action
Just know that i never meant to hurt anyone..

Friday, March 14, 2014

Back To The Start

I'm back here, rambling what's going on with my life
Its always more convenient for me to write rather than talk
I'm just not a good speaker and i always hold back everything i want to say in my head
This is where i can talk caz no one will ever read this
Like a diary