.... aNd Action!

Monday, April 23, 2012

I used to take care myself. So, i don't need someone to overprotected me every moment.

I know most people want that but please try to understand my intention.

I don't want people to care for me but neglect their own self.

Spend a day at Cameron Highlands yesterday.

Spend the whole day with him and them.

Our memories... will always in my heart

It's a lovely day.

I know you don't know how to be all romantic but i can see you trying

THANK YOU

I love the flowers and i love when you are with me.

Cheesy words? Romantic? Holding hands? Public affection?

I don't used to do any of that. You can say i'm faking but seriously i'm NOT.

I know i don't usually show how i care bout people i love, but in my heart, i care bout them every second.

I just don't know HOW to show it..

The tricks for being a lovely girlfriend, well, i need to learn that from my friends.. HAHA

Showing affection and attention is something i rather avoid.

Its something called self defense(my own terms).

I'm not showing my hearts so, i will not hurt. YES.. for short, i'm AFRAID of being hurt.

Bottled up everything and slowly forgets is what i do best.

But i want people who close to me know who i actually am.

That's why i'm slowly trying to open up my hearts and talk about what i feel.

I was writing a far more longer post just now and at the time i just need to click post,

this damn google chroome thing CRASHED!!!!! WTH!!! i'm so damn hating this!

I MISS YOU