Monday, March 24, 2014

Bad Friend

Sometimes i do think i'm a bad friend
Mostly because of my words and unsensitiveness (is that even a word?)
Maybe this is why i never have a really long friendship till now
I am 21 and still cant say if i have a best friend
Looking at pics and posts by others with tags #bff always makes me wonder if i ever have one
Its not that i dont pay attention or i dont care... I dont want to be busybody and annoying
I want to give them their own space
Its not that i want to hurt them with my words.. I just think that we are close enough for them to know that i'm just joking..
I want us to be comfortable
But seems like i made the wrong decisions

Here, i wants to apologize to all friends that i ever hurt with my words or action
Just know that i never meant to hurt anyone..

Friday, March 14, 2014

Back To The Start

I'm back here, rambling what's going on with my life
Its always more convenient for me to write rather than talk
I'm just not a good speaker and i always hold back everything i want to say in my head
This is where i can talk caz no one will ever read this
Like a diary

Friday, July 26, 2013

GET OUT BOYS

Just wanna share something
It's a song from the only girl group i root for
I like the song's attitude
Songs that girls dont need to cling on boys... 
Personally i think boys are really troublesome 
I talk about BOYS
You're lucky if you already found your GUY..
Guys take responsibility while boys are just do anything for fun

So, GET OUT BOYS



I don’t need you, I will kick you ah ah ah
I wanna say good bye to you
Why – without me, you’re a guy with no charm huh
Don’t kid yourself please, you don’t wanna talking about
You believed me when I said you were different than other guys
Go away, get out get out get out get out, get out of my sight
I believed you when you said you were busy or anything else
Go away, get out get out get out get out – you played with me
I can’t believe it oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Are you out of your mind? oh oh oh oh oh
Now it’s really over
A prettier girl than me, a nicer girl than me
You won’t find a girl like that in your life ever again
Snap out of it fool
A prettier girl than me, a nicer girl than me
There may be girls like that but they’ll never be yours
Fool, fool, why don’t you know?
I was precious to you in the beginning
You loved me but now are you sick of me?
Go away, get out get out get out get out
Don’t check anyone out but just go away
I can’t believe it oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Are you out of your mind? oh oh oh oh oh
Now it’s really over
A prettier girl than me, a nicer girl than me
You won’t find a girl like that in your life ever again
Snap out of it fool
A prettier girl than me, a nicer girl than me
There may be girls like that but they’ll never be yours
Fool, fool, why don’t you know?
Oh you’re the one who chased after me
I’m the one who accepted you
I accepted you, the loser, and turned you into a hot guy
Your eyes that only looked at me is now looking here and there, round and round
There won’t ever be a person who will accept charm-less you, never
Now I really don’t like you
Even if you kneel and beg oh
A guy better than you, a guy hotter than you
There’s a lot of guys like that
They’re lining up before me right now
I didn’t love you, I only dated you because you begged me
Don’t think about me, you’re more pathetic
Fool, fool, why don’t you know?
Ha i yah la ha i ya oh oh oh oh oh oh
Will you snap out of it now?



Saturday, July 6, 2013

HONGMINA COUPLE

Currently i'm immersed in We Got Married Global
A variety show showing virtual married couple
And of course i'm shipping Hongki and Fujii Mina couple
The Daramji Couple 
BUT
Its almost come to end
Watched episode 14 and cried :'(
It's so lovely date course until the staff give the mission to prepare for a goodbye
:'(

I screencap some of the most lovely scene
*they really look like a real couple*





Saturday, June 1, 2013

Team Keroncong

Keroncong is one of the malay traditional music
But i make this team as traditional contemporary 
Modern sound into traditional music

This is our first performance 2 months ago
Me as bassist

First song: 
Keroncong Hujan



Second song:
Keroncong Untuk Ana

And now, we are practicing for another performance at IPGM Convocation
With a new established group named KonTRa 
Consist of 10 players under 2 lecturers

GOOD LUCK TO KONTRA!