Blabbering

I like to burdening myself with unimportant things

But seriously, it's annoying when you can't get the truth 

Why they want to believe something thats obviously looks fake

Roleplayer is so not cool but its better than claiming that they are REAL

Urgh .. really can't stand this things...

And another thing, i know not all like what i like

There's a wall of differences.. but can't they at least respect that?

I'm the kind of girl who hang out and having fun with my friends when i have the opportunity

Yup, opportunity.. not permission.. mostly when i go out, i don' get permission .. XD

But, i know how i take care of myself and i know how i should behave.

I'm NOT Perfect

I'm a human. I can't be perfect.

You can see me being strong. 

Yup. I'm strong enough to hide what i feel.

But i cried when there's no one. 

Please get to understand me. 

I know my level. I know my strength.

But i also know my weakness.

I speaks when i'm needed.

I think when i speaks.

But there's still flaws everywhere coz i'm not someone who knows EVERYTHING.

I speaks from my view. I think from my view.

When i'm wrong, correct me. When i'm lost, guide me. When i'm in silence, talk to me. 

I listen and i see.

Don't act like you've done nothing.

Am i nothing important to you?

.Understand Me.

I used to take care myself. So, i don't need someone to overprotected me every moment.

I know most people want that but please try to understand my intention.

I don't want people to care for me but neglect their own self.

A Day with Them...

Spend a day at Cameron Highlands yesterday.

Spend the whole day with him and them.

Our memories... will always in my heart

It's a lovely day.

I know you don't know how to be all romantic but i can see you trying

THANK YOU

I love the flowers and i love when you are with me.

 

Who's Me???

Cheesy words? Romantic? Holding hands? Public affection?

I don't used to do any of that. You can say i'm faking but seriously i'm NOT.

I know i don't usually show how i care bout people i love, but in my heart,  i care bout them every second.

I just don't know HOW to show it..

The tricks for being a lovely girlfriend, well, i need to learn that from my friends.. HAHA

Showing affection and attention is something i rather avoid.

Its something called self defense(my own terms).

I'm not showing my hearts so, i will not hurt. YES.. for short, i'm AFRAID of being hurt.

Bottled up everything and slowly forgets is what i do best.

But i want people who close to me know who i actually am. 

That's why i'm slowly trying to open up my hearts and talk about what i feel.